so far...

wow, not only 12 hours since i've started blogging and already I've seen it's (indirect) effects!! As I got off the freeway coming home from work there was a homeless guy standing on the exit under the bridge. I've seen this guy there before, not only him, but others too. Normally I will feel bad that I have no food to give him (I don't want to give him cash). Sometimes I will feel bad that I don't want to give him the food I am taking home from work. I never give him food. I just ignore his gaze. But today was different

I was thinking on the way home about what I was going to write here as a way to introduce myself a little more. I was remembering and thinking about my life (zakaring if you will- we will definitely get to that later). I felt tremendously lucky and very blessed (I hate that word for some reason). I was in a good place. So I gave him my food.

I even talked to my neighbour when I got home- I usually make any excuse to run inside and ignore her

beautiful